Ath Dara Curran
|
|||||||||||
September 11th, 2008
| ||||||||
| I talked to Brendan about meeting Caden. He doesn't seem so. . .out of it as I thought he might be. He may actually go along with it. If I tell mum and da that my best friend is a human. Brendan is a jerk sometimes, but usually we see eye to eye. I have no idea what's gotten in to him now, seeing as we used to share secrets and keep them from our parents. He's become a different person. I'm glad he's matured. I just miss my fun-loving brother. But, Journal, I have a question. Where ARE all of the attractive Fauns? Not that the ones I've met aren't attractive. But where are the good ones? I'm getting old here, and mum thought it was a great idea to Talk to me. Ugh. I'd like to make note that I enjoy being as carefree and spirited at this age as I was ten to fifteen years ago. She doesn't think it's good. Whatever. I hate when she tells me that. She's criticizing me for being who I am. That's illegal, or it should be. Parents. | ||||||||
comments: Leave a comment   |
August 30th, 2008
| ||||||||
| I haven't written in here in over a week, but not much has happened since then. I've gotten over the dream fiasco It's so embarrassing to have a crush on someone and their sisters know it. I'd like to have no one know, because I knew it can't happen anyway. I think today I'll go sit on a swing and play my flute for a while. It looked like a very nice swing | ||||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
July 31st, 2008
| ||||||||
| Today was boring for the most part. I hung around the house for the better part of the day. Ma asked what was wrong, and I told her nothing. I don't think anything is wrong, but I had a weird dream last night. It was nightmarish and I can't stop thinking about it. People always say that dreams are the window into the soul, right? I really hope this wasn't one. . .it was just too weird. Too scary. Too real. Maybe if I write about it I'll be able to let go and stop thinking about it. ( Here it goes. . .[[Note: Adult Situation]] ) Brendan woke me up. He said I'd be talking or something in my sleep. "You sounded like you were moaning." He said. What? That's ridiculous. I don't talk in my sleep. I'm not going to bed tonight. | ||||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
| ||||||||
| The wedding yesterday was so great. Wonderful, magical, beautful. . . I wonder if someday I'll get married. That'd be nice. But- I won't. There's no one here for me. The Faun are nice, I've spoken with several of them (as have my parents, oye!), but I'm not really interested in any that I've met. Maybe during the festival I'll meet more? Someone. . . Bah. I'm still really happy for Zane and Amanda. You know, I didn't actually speak to them, but I left them a note of my best wishes on their table. I figured someone would see and hopefully tell them. So many nice people where there. Ooh, and Loki. He makes amazing drinks. Hoo-boy. I'm going to have to sneak out and visit him sometime, see what cooking! Shame he wasn't a Faun. Mom is real disappointed in me. She found out I went to the wedding with all of the humans, but I told her there were other creatures too. Centaur and werewolves and such. She still wasn't happy. Then SHE started talking about this marriage thing. It shouldn't be this hard. Maybe it's not that great. I'm still happy. Congrats Amanda and Zane! I pray for the best. | ||||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
July 9th, 2008
| ||||||||
| Wow, werewolves! I wasn't expecting that when I got lost in the woods yesterday! Yeah. . .I did get lost. I have no idea how, but I suppose that's how you end up needing to be found. Luckily a young guy named Jack was there. He helped me get back. At first I thought he was human! But then I realized he wasn't because my human-senses weren't going off. (I can't explain it, I just know.) He was very nice, and I'm so thankful he helped me back! Mom and dad were worried because I was gone so long even when they called for me. They said they thought I'd been kidnapped, which makes no sense---who is really going to kidnap me? No one. (Fine by me, I don't need to be stolen, really!) On the way back I went through the clearing Caden showed me to. There were papers hung up on the trees, so I took them down. I didn't think he'd want them hanging up, and the trees probably didn't want them either. I had to hide them quickly, though, or else mom would have taken them. I hate that she does that. Nosy. (I'll do what I want!) Well, it turns out that those papers had poems written on them. I think they're more like lyrics, actually. I was humming in my head, but everything just sounded so off. (I cannot sing to save my life.) I wonder if Caden put them up. Next time I see him I'll ask and tell him which one I liked best, if he did write them. They were good, though a little sad. Do you think he's upset? I hope not. I'll have to play my flute for him to cheer him up! (That, I can do.) Oh! The wedding is tomorrow. I'm still not sure if I should go, but I don't see why not. I can just hide behind a tree or bush, right? Smile and clap. Do you have to dress up? Probably. . .I've never gone to a wedding before. I'll ask mom in a non-telling way. (Then I'll know if I should do my hair or wear my nicest shirt.) They must be really happy and kind people to be getting married. It'll be okay to go. | ||||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
July 2nd, 2008
| ||||||||
| Wednesday I met my first native to Elysium! He's very nice and kind, and I feel that I can trust him. Even if he is a human. Daddy would never forgive me if he found out I actually spent my morning with Caden (that's his name) and talked to him. He sang to me too, and he's pretty good (for a human). Better than I can sing! Hehe. I wanted to hear more, but mom called. Blegh. I wonder if I should move out. I've never been away from my parents or brother before, though. Maybe in a year, when I get to know this place better. It's very pretty. Caden showed me a clearing that was beautiful. I'd love to go and play my flute there, even if I was alone. I bet it looks great at night, I'll have to sneak out sometime and see! Brendan is so lazy, he'd never notice I wasn't there, and my parents still sleep like logs. (Not that logs sleep.) I wish I could sleep so soundly! Sometimes I wake up by just a chipmunk or squirrel on the roof, or by the first patter of rain. Ugh. It's horrible when I can't get back to sleep either. Then I start thinking, and Brendan always says it's bad when I do. I don't see why, thinking is good for your brain. He should use his more often. Thursday I didn't do much. I went outside and lay in the grass, though. It was nice out, compared to Wednesday, and the breeze was good when it was here. Shame it didn't last. I have the urge to go mess up B's hair. He takes such care of it, considering he rolls in mud sometimes. I don't get it. I wish there were other Faun here, but I haven't seen any yet. Maybe I haven't gone out far enough. I think later today I'll go out to the clearing and sit around. Caden might show up! That would be nice, I want to see him again. I think about him a lot, too. Is that weird? Oh. We also got this nice wedding invitation. I don't know these people, but I think I should go. (Just don't tell mom or dad.) | ||||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
June 24th, 2008
| ||||||
| ( Do You Want To Know My Secret? ) | ||||||
| comments: Leave a comment |
Ath Dara Curran
|
|||||||||||